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  What If?

  It’s Time to Re-Think

  By

  Sandun Mendis

  © Copyright 2014 Sandun Mendis.

  Contents

  For Jeewani Nissanka Guruge

  Acknowledgments

  A God under a Woman's Skin

  Adolf Hitler the Artist

  Death Cannot Wait

  Dreams

  Fight for Nothing!

  Good-bye!

  He Who Walked Towards the Heaven's Door

  Hi and Bye!

  I Pray for Love

  If I Had another Day to Live

  In High Places

  In Search of Fastest Thing in the World!

  It Ends With a Cry

  Like My Chauffeur Does

  Love Is a Lie

  No Matter What

  Noah's Ark

  Red

  Study of Life

  The Burning Desire

  The odD One

  The Ostrich who complained the God

  The Visa Centre

  Till the Moment Comes

  Tragedy of Dollars

  We All are Grasshoppers

  Welcome to the Graveyard

  What If?

  When the Time Goes By

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  For Jeewani Nissanka Guruge

  Gone but not forgotten...

  Acknowledgments

  This is a collection of poems of mine that gives a message or conveys a lesson to the reader.

  Dr. Samantha Kulatilake, thank you for being my guidance and mentor in my path of poetry.

  Oshika Vidushini, an artist herself, read my early poems and encouraged me to write more by giving topics and pictures.

  Darlene Harasymiw is a one good friend who edited some of my poems and pushed me to write more.

  Chiemi Hettiarachchi, my friend and my editor, gave me lot of strength to achieve this much.

  Pabalu Thriemavithana Yalagama, thanks for the ideas and encouragement.

  Nalin De Abrew for editing and finalizing.

  De Abrew family for all the support.

  Siri Nissanka (grandfather), without you, I would be nothing.

  A God under a Woman's Skin

  December 28, 2012 at 3:25pm

   

  Held you fine, taken care of before giving you the birth

  Endured the pain, not a single for you to sense on the earth

  Taught you to stand, without an aid beyond the surface

  Defended from the evil, breaking them down in to pieces

   

  She wakes up before the sun light touches the ground

  Prepare your stuff before the cock crows sound aloud

  Even before her work, others work was the number one

  After done that all, she does her every work all alone

   

  You get sick; she is always there to comfort your feeling

  Take good care, won’t let you go until you complete healing

  When she is sick; she won’t let you know what she is dealing

  Silently endure, without even putting anyone else the blaming

   

  We have this; we have that, so many excuses to put away things

  She has tons of work, but she does everything before the sun sinks

  Even after work, she finds her time to read you bed time stories

  Finally she closed her eyes, way long after everyone starts snoring

  Adolf Hitler the Artist

  December 22, 2012 at 11:49am

   

  Please sir!

  Accept my apologies

  I will try so hard

  To paint it as it is

   

  You reject me once

  You reject me twice

  I don’t have money

  To try another time

   

  Well of course, it’s me

  I have my own style

  Architect you might say

  But that’s not my type

   

  Why are you so rude?

  It is just one mark

  I guess you have no clue

  What is going to start?

   

  Art is not a statue

  To give it such a value

  No one can ever buy it

  To make their own rules

   

  You did say

  “My unfitness to paintings”

  I should ask first

  “What is your right to say it?”

   

  One day you will see,

  Not my paintings but my frenzy

  Then perhaps you would agree

  What I become will not be what you could’ve foreseen

  Death Cannot Wait

  September 20, 2013 at 1:22pm

   

  Knock, knock

  Who is it?

  The high commissioner

  Wait a minute

   

  Knock, knock

  Who is it?

  The mayor

  Wait a minute

   

  Knock, knock

  Who is it?

  The president

  Wait a minute

   

  Knock, knock

  Who is it?

  Death

  And death cannot wait

  Dreams

  December 14, 2013 at 9:11pm

   

  Don’t dream about a house

  Dream about a home

  Don’t dream about a vehicle

  Dream about a path

   

  Don’t dream about a job

  Dream about work

  Don’t dream about a girl

  Dream about a good wife

   

  Don’t dream about a prize

  Dream about the result

  Don’t dream about money

  Dream about wealth

   

  Don’t dream about votes

  Dream about kindness

  Don’t dream about your future

  Dream about what’s good for the children

  Fight for Nothing!

  November 21, 2012 at 9:42pm

   

  When I was born, I was born with a lot of dreams

  Never thought that I had to leave this world like this

  Was it me that who started all these miseries?

  It can’t be, I wasn’t even here for more than few weeks

   

  You blew me up; you blew my friends, right up in to the sky

  You blew my dreams; you blew them all, all away to fly

  What makes you right? Why I was wrong? I was only a child

  He knows who is right, who is wrong, and you cannot hide

   

  What are you searching? Why are you killing each other for?

  Was it land, religion or the nation what worth dying for?

  Was it color, race or the culture what you looking for?

  Will this change or would it be the reason people suffer for?

   

  Well I see, I see all, there’s nothing you could bring up here

  Don’t you see or don’t you know? That nothing lasts forever

  What you see, what you do, will matter who comes next here

  Those who fight, those who kill will go down but not here

   

  I’ll make it simple, I’ll make it straight, for people those who fight

  A day would come, definitely come; you would say I was right

  What's worth the most, what you love, never leave them aside

  Your time will come, for you to say goo
d-bye. So do, turn back and smile

  Good-bye!

  December 30, 2012 at 1:29pm

   

  Here I say goodbye!

  To all my family and friends

  I had a great time with you

  More than anyone could say

   

  I say goodbye to all my brothers

  I’m a trouble you might say

  You are the ones I always mingle

  Always there for me to be safe

   

  I say goodbye to my sweet sisters

  I wish I could stay another day

  Your sweet love is always a symbol

  To the world of corrupt who is looking for a prey

   

  I say goodbye to my loved ones

  You gave me all the love I could pray

  You would say I’m ignorant. But,

  All your love anchored on my heart bay

   

  Here I say goodbye to everyone

  Everyone of who stayed

  Give my regards to everyone

  Before they tell me goodbye at the end

  He Who Walked Towards the Heaven's Door

  December 23, 2012 at 8:47pm

   

  He walked around the street

  With a huge smile

  Without a pair of slippers

   

  He ran through the rain

  No sign of a trouble

  Without an umbrella

   

  He shared his piece of bread

  With a hungry dog

  Without having anything for dinner

   

  He gave his only towel

  To a naked woman

  Without thinking another second

   

  He gave his hand

  For the poor blind man

  To cross the busiest road

   

  He gave his strength

  For the cheapest lend

  Only to stay alive

   

  He went door to door

  Ask work from the people

  Seems like nobody cares, for sure

   

  He pleaded man to man

  ‘Give me something to have

  Need to fight with the fire inside’

   

  He had nothing

  But a huge smile

  Morning to night

   

  He had his time

  It wasn’t hard to find

  A big golden door

   

  He walked towards the door

  Still without a pair of slippers

  Heaven knows where he goes

  Hi and Bye!

  July 6, 2013 at 7:31pm

   

  Hi!

  My name is life

  No one really knows

  Where did I come from

  Some people don’t know

  What to do with me

  Some people don’t know

  How to use me

  It really doesn’t matter

  Where I come from

  What does matter

  Where would you lead me to

  After all

  I would say one word

  To everyone I know

  Goodbye!

  I Pray for Love

  December 16, 2012 at 4:32pm

   

  I pray for a world where no one cares about color

  Replace all the barbed wires with plants of flower

  A world without doors, everyone to travel

  Live under one flag, everyone together

   

  No differences for those who feel starvation

  No race with people who have the same conclusion

  Treat women like your sisters, give them protection

  No one has to fear when there is no corruption

   

  I pray for people to take care of each other

  When they have troubles to stand up for another

  Look after the other like your own brother

  If you are together, you don’t have to suffer

   

  No names for the land, where all humans stand

  No fight for the flag, when everybody needs a hand

  No killing for power, or young ones to suffer

  No more violence, treat her like your own mother

   

  I pray for the children to plan their future

  Not to destroy it from the useless matter

  Life is long, such a long path to travel

  Don’t waste time on those who wrestle

   

  Time is running out, it is not coming back

  If you missed the train, another won’t come back

  Enjoy the moment with an open mind

  Once you are ready, it is your turn to drive

   

  I pray for love, love to be the guide

  Guide for all of us to put bad things aside

  Love every color, what matters is what is inside

  Replace our vengeance with love, so we can smile

  If I Had another Day to Live

  November 24, 2012 at 5:12pm

   

  If I had another day to live

  Could have seen the sun rising up, for the one last time

  Could have felt the rain, dripping all over my face

  Could have felt the wind, waving my hair

   

  Trees all around me, dancing to the beat of my heart

  Birds fly above me, singing for me to step in to the air

  Could have listened well to the songs of nature

  And never corrupt her knowing that is my future

   

  Could have gone out and make some new friends

  Meet some new people that I have never met

  Learn new cultures, traditions and language

  Could have found an ‘amigo’ instead of a ‘friend’

   

  Say ‘Hello!’ to a stranger and wish him a good day

  Smile at the person who I never looked in the face

  I could have said sorry to the fat boy I always bully

  To tell him I was wrong and that it’s not really funny

   

  Could have gone for the prayers, with my family together

  Sat and pray for the people, who were gone forever

  Could have gone to the grounds, with my friends together

  Play and run around, and have some fun together

   

  Could have made some more time to spend with my grandpa

  And let him know that there is someone to take care

  And when at night, listen to the stories of my grandma

  Make her laugh, make her happy and give her time to spare

   

  Could have told my papa ‘I really don’t hate you’

  Even though I left you, I am still your lovely child

  Tell my mama, I always had her in my heart

  Not even a single day I wanted her to be apart

   

  Could have had time to tell how much I loved my brother

  And let him know that I won’t be there to make some trouble

  Tell my sister I always truly missed her

  Tell that her it’s ok. She can always have my collection

   

  I could have seen my babies smile

  Together with their beautiful brown eyes

  Could have spent one more time to hear their cries

  Cuddle them up so that they can sleep fine

   

  I could have told my lover, sweet little lies

  Could have spent a night slowing down the time

  Low lights and some wine, it’s all going to be fine

  Pushing all the things aside, just you and me all night

   

  If I had another day to live

  I would not forget to love those who loved me

  Never miss a mome
nt of this wonderful time

  I would save every second to keep me alive

  In High Places

  July 23, 2012 at 12:31am

   

  A red kite,

  High in the sky

  Floating alone,

  Showing the pride

  Suddenly a crack,

  Detach from the line

  It hit the ground,

  Licking salty sand

  It smells like mud,

  Putting all the pride aside

  In Search of Fastest Thing in the World!

  January 30, 2014 at 4:58pm

   

  As a child, I had this interesting idea

  To seek what is the fastest thing.

  So I’ve learnt, it was sound.

  But, later it was light!

  After days passed,

  In TIME,

  I found it.

  Truth is within.

  Look into a mirror!

  If you want the truth.

  What's the fastest of them all,

  Not a thing. But it is also unstoppable!

  It Ends With a Cry

  November 11, 2012 at 8:04pm

   

  When it starts

  It starts with a cry

  Screaming and kicking

   

  When you feel the warmth

  It calm you down

  Comfy and sleepy

   

  When you feel hungry

  Turned red to white

  Kindness and love

   

  When you were ready

  Helped you to make the first step

  Nice and slowly

   

  When you grew up

  You learnt things about

  Good and bad

   

  When you had pride

  You forgot about people who

  Cared and helped

   

  And when it ends

  It ends with a cry

  Screaming and kicking

  Like My Chauffeur Does

  July 1, 2013 at 8:41pm

   

  Guy: ‘I love you!’

  Girl: ‘Do you have a BMW?’

  Guy: ‘No. I don’t’

  Girl: ‘Oh, I’m sorry’

  Guy:

  ‘Oh?

  It’s ok

  I understand

  I don’t have a BMW that you seek

  Or the house with a pool that you can swim

  Beachside lounge to have a sunbath

  Levi’s glass to shield from the sun

  Clean suit of BOSS for everyday work

  Lacoste perfume to always smell good

  Mephisto shoes to make a good move

  Rolex watch to be there on time when I summoned,

  Like my chauffeur does’

  Girl: ‘Ah, I love you, I love you, please I do!’

  Guy: ‘Oh, I’m sorry’

  Love Is a Lie

  October 7, 2013 at 4:17pm

   

  All these years

  I have tasted so many beers

  But none of them

  Tasted love

   

  I’ve searched every corner

  I’ve asked every person

  But none of them

  Never knew love

   

  I’ve been to Taj Mahal

  And heard the story of Jahan

  Is that what

  You call, love?

   

  Some say it’s a symbol

  Where two hearts get connected

  But in real,

  Do they mind?

   

  Some say it’s a finding

  Each other, understanding

  But will they

  Willing to forgive?

   

  And you think you are proud

  For what you have done

  But finally,

  Will you regret?

   

  So, I’ve really found now

  What I dearly searched for

  All the time,

  Love is a lie

  No Matter What

  October 21, 2012 at 12:39pm

   

  No matter what color we are,

  No matter what religion we believe,

  No matter what region we live,

  No matter what language we speak,

  No matter what position we hold,

  No matter male or female,

  We breathe the same air

  We drink the same water

  We eat the same food

  We stand on the same soil

  We were driven by the same blood

  We are under the same Sun

  And we hold the same right to live on this planet

  We are all one

  We are all the same

  We are all equal

  Noah's Ark

  December 16, 2012 at 1:01pm

   

  Men:

  Why build a boat, there is no rain out there?

  Why work so hard, there is no hint of a cloud?

  Why the gopher wood? Why the cubit upward?

  Why door on the east? Why float four directions?

   

  Why in pairs? Why all in one?

  Why not all and why not others?

  Why 300 long and 50 wide?

  Why 60 high and why no more?

   

  Why in three stories? Why not one?

  Why wild ones on the lower deck?

  Why domestic on the middle deck?

  Why males and humans on the upper?

   

  Noah:

  Why so many questions, what do you care?

  There is no time for me to spare

  When the time comes I would dare

  You would come inside and like to share

  Red

  December 29, 2012 at 8:43pm

   

  Rose

  Symbol of love

  Everyone seek

  Once you found, no flee

   

  Lips

  Truth and lies

  It helps to say

  B, F, M, P & W

   

  Color

  End of the visible spectrum

  Glows at night

  Top of all tall buildings

   

  Blood

  Color is the same

  But once you enlarge

  Divide in to two parts

   

  Flag

  Hoist it up when needed

  Everyone knows

  There is danger indeed

   

  Sunset

  End of the day it seems

  Electric lights

  Everywhere to be seen

   

  Leaves

  Falling off the trees

  Seasons are changing

  Autumn is slowly coming

   

  Christmas

  Peace and joy

  Hangs a big sock

  Who comes at night?

   

  Santa

  Wears a robe

  And a huge hat

  With a big bag behind

   

  Wine

  Some say

  It helps to forget

  Your past life

   

  Apple

  Outer skin but not inside

  Eat one daily

  To be healthy for life

   

  Tomato

  Few knows that it is a fruit

  Without this one

  God knows how to cook

   

  China

  Everybody should heard ‘Mao Tse Tun’

  Once again it rise

  Like a giant in the East

   

  Mars

  Fourth planet and second smallest

  Inflamed color because

  Iron oxide prevalent on its
surface

   

  Fire

  Consumes everything around

  With CO2 and H2O

  Can make it completely go

   

  Anger

  Your face will turn in to color

  If it continues

  It